29th December, 2010....what a day to rediscover and re-commit to my blog :-) So much has happened in my life and is happening since my last post in 2008 that I wonder if I am the same person typing now as was the man that typed at that time.

Well, here we go, starting off on the journey again. I am 31 years old now, jaded, weary, numb and not sure what I am doing in my life, but sure of one thing, it cannot continue this way.

Connection, real energy filled, pulsing connection = 0

Fulfilling hobbies, pastimes = very little

Nourishing and growth-oriented relationship = 0

Career path that feed my soul = ummmm....hmmmm

Any considerable treasure trove = 0

so on this day, as the sands in the hourglass of 2010 ebb out from the top to the bottom. I hope to spend some time thinking, pensively.....what do I want......where am I going?